alright, first of all, excuse any mistakes written here! My new PC has problems recognizing my handwriting. Things this summer have been so odd that I don't know where to begin. Ok, lets start with "I'm in Florida!" .

Hm... I met my grandfather... he wants to make it up for never being there so he got me a tablet! And my bro a laptop. Then, he got as a bunch of games and stuff but then he realized that stuff isn't going to buy us so his calling us every day so far.

I'm not gonna lie, I love these gifts, but I dunno, I'd rather call 'him grandpa for being a support rather than a stranger that gives me stuff. my bro feels the same, so I gross it's not wrong to feel odd. Grandpa even said that he would get me a carfor college as soon as he can, but Idk... should I accept? the says that he wants to do it, and that if he can afford it, why not? But I haven't seen him in... 15-16 years. Soot... what do you thihk?

Because of some family drama, he and mom don't talk anymore. I've been raised without him but if his family, should I forgive him so easily for being so distant? I don't want to sound like I accept him just for the stuff cuz its not like that. l want a grandpa.

Anyway, I'm staying at my uncle's house, he'S a wonderful person. I love him. I'll be here until July 12. Even though its nice here, chic homesick. I miss my family. Only my bio is here with me, and I can't even fight with him!

I dunno why, but I feel depressed. Any nice replies will be appreciated.What should I do about grandpa? How can d pretend to be happy so I won't hurt My uncle and his family? They've been so nice to me...

Help? T-T